Thursday, December 30, 2010

Turning over a new chapter in my life

I'm turning a new leaf. a new Chapter. I'm getting married!!

I'm chanting to help me closing old friendships that must be closed and opening my heart to new friends.

Hope everyone is well out there! Sorry, its been so long since I last wrote. Things have been a little hectic.

I will write more soon.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Feeling out of place...

Sometimes I feel out of place here. I feel like i say the wrong things. Do the wrong things. I try to be the best person I can be -- nonjudgmental, helpful, and friendly.

Things don't always happen the way you want them to. In fact, things never do. I want to be that person people turn to in their hour of need. I've been through enough to say I've done it. I've been there. I understand.

Life happens. You are never ready for it. I'm living life the best way I can -- by chanting and faith. Maybe I'll attend that meeting on Sunday. Maybe not, but. somehow, I know I need guidance.

Sunday, March 14, 2010


I've realized now that my lack of concentration and desire to pass the bar may have been because of the nagging feeling that I don't really want to go back into law.

I chanted for hours on this decision and have come up a peaceful feeling. This is really what I want to do -- work in a creative marketing/ public relations/community oriented feel. I want to help build social networking communities.

I guess I've always known....I just needed a little bit more time to figure it out than most...

Plus, chanting gave me that courage to stand up to potential naysayers and go ahead and do what I really want to do.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

studying for the bar... lacking motivation

hi all.its been another long while. sorry i have been studying for the bar exam in hopes of getting a position down there. i just had an interview and will have another one coming up. but am very unsure of myself. i need to chant more for victory. i want to again show people that chanting and prayer can improve your life. i will continiue to pursue this path and will hopefully get there :)

Monday, November 9, 2009

No Responses or Sharing?

Its okay, I understand. Sometimes, it can be very difficult to share a personal experience.
I am continuing to chant. Today, I upped my chanting a little more. I've been feeling restless and out of sorts.

My FI applied to a position he's been wanting for awhile. He said its a "rare opportunity" this opportunity means I will have to leave behind things I've been working on here and I'm not sure I want to do this. I am chanting for success. I'm not sure where my life is headed, I will continue on with what I am doing and pray for the future.

I place my faith and my future in my chanting. Of course, I will continue to work towards my goal and will not rely on faith alone, but I know faith will be the deciding factor.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Finding Inspiration In Others

I have been chanting less lately and it makes me feel empty. I know I should chant more to reach my goals, but I have been feeling very lost lately. Has anyone else felt like this? I know many people have come to this blog for encouragement in finding a job -- to know that chanting will help them in these difficult times. I, too, would like to find people who can give some encouragement. Is anyone out there who can also share their story to provide us comfort and encouragement? If there is, please send the story to and let me know if I can post it here on my blog.

Thank you,

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Finding my path

I haven't written in this journal for two months. This seems to be a monthly blog. A lot of things have happened...

  • The love of my life asked me to marry him. I said yes. 
  • I have been working on starting a lawfirm, but I just interviewed with a company I have been wanting to work with for a long time. 
  • I am stressed out about money/job and do not know if i can go another few months without income. 
My SO has been supportive of whatever I want to do, but I am caught. What do I want to do? I want to help people, but I also need to find a way to support myself. It seems that no matter what happens, when things look up there are other things pulling me back down. 

I am chanting now for a clear path. That the path that will help me  (and others) will open before me and it will be an easy step to take. I hope things work out soon.