Finding my path

I haven't written in this journal for two months. This seems to be a monthly blog. A lot of things have happened...

• The love of my life asked me to marry him. I said yes. 
• I have been working on starting a lawfirm, but I just interviewed with a company I have been wanting to work with for a long time. 
• I am stressed out about money/job and do not know if i can go another few months without income. 

My SO has been supportive of whatever I want to do, but I am caught. What do I want to do? I want to help people, but I also need to find a way to support myself. It seems that no matter what happens, when things look up there are other things pulling me back down. 

I am chanting now for a clear path. That the path that will help me  (and others) will open before me and it will be an easy step to take. I hope things work out soon.