Update...

I've realized now that my lack of concentration and desire to pass the bar may have been because of the nagging feeling that I don't really want to go back into law.

I chanted for hours on this decision and have come up a peaceful feeling. This is really what I want to do -- work in a creative marketing/ public relations/community oriented feel. I want to help build social networking communities.

I guess I've always known....I just needed a little bit more time to figure it out than most...

Plus, chanting gave me that courage to stand up to potential naysayers and go ahead and do what I really want to do.