Getting Back to Law

I'm going to start studying for the california state bar exam. Its in February 2010. Why? There may be more job options for me in my field. Tomorrow, I'm going to finish something else I've started (hopefully) and hopefully it will all go well. I need to find the right choice. The right path. I know I've been lost lately -- not writing in this journal, not chanting as much as I should -- but I know that I will eventually get to where I need to be. I will just keep on chanting. Fighting, Praying.

There is something for me out there. I just need to maintain my faith that what needs to happen, will.

No Responses or Sharing?

Its okay, I understand. Sometimes, it can be very difficult to share a personal experience.
I am continuing to chant. Today, I upped my chanting a little more. I've been feeling restless and out of sorts.

My FI applied to a position he's been wanting for awhile. He said its a "rare opportunity" this opportunity means I will have to leave behind things I've been working on here and I'm not sure I want to do this. I am chanting for success. I'm not sure where my life is headed, I will continue on with what I am doing and pray for the future.

I place my faith and my future in my chanting. Of course, I will continue to work towards my goal and will not rely on faith alone, but I know faith will be the deciding factor.